In life...
There is nothing more valuable than having a chance to prove yourself...because it will only prove that your existence is much sweeter in the end...crying over something that doesn't worth crying is just sad....it means that you already prove that you are at the end of the tunnel of your journey...the tunnel in which the end seems darker than the beginning....it does make your road seems hopeless and endless....
The light that everyone are searching is said to be at the end of every roads...but all those roads differ than the other...does it make our journey somehow will entwine at the end? The rougher the journey lies...the better...it seems...because it just prove that our existence is meant for something more and the happiness that lies in the end is somehow worthy of the patients....
Some people would say something bogus in which seems like they already figured what "life" is...but in the end...they are also struggling to search for themselves....and believe it or not...most of us lost our way...either we notice it or not...only those whom "look" will "see"....Some of us just let the time flies and the chances to go to off and slip away...because those so-called "opportunity" meant nothing to them..."what meant to be..will eventually happen" maybe inside their right mind all these time...
It is true..everyone is living their own life...their own dreams...following their own heart....but what if those drivers is making you going nowhere? will it hurt to know that those people who dare to take the risk gain all the glory for their own....will it hurt to see those people that is much more inferior than you to achieve something that up until now..has always be your dream within dreams?
Happy for others success is pure...but do you happy with yours? How sure that your so-called "pure" heart won't have doubts and preserve guilt and envy? How sure that you won't sleep in the night not thinking about those "success" of other in which could be yours? How sure that you won't fantasies about those success to be yours...? how can you be sure?Living in doubt has its perks...and most of the time it hunts the host by giving more darkness in their so-called "white" diamond that us human tries to protect...those black dots will consume the gem out of our soils...
Chances....only "chance" could provide us the pleasure to wash away our doubts...only "chance" could let us see our own self...only "chance" could give us the peace of mind....
Because when we appreciate those chances...we will strive to push ourselves to a new height...a new chapter in our life....breathing a new air and see the different sky is just what we need when we try to change...not change because of the sorrows created by the our own mistakes...but more or less..we change because we feel that we have too....well, the reason lies in your own leisure...not others...A chance....a chance is the only thing that I need...because only by then...I will discover who am I...who am I suppose to be...what destiny that lies towards me...and who will I share it with....
A chance...that will show me the way...that I suppose to take...but where will it leads me too? I think I'll let God to decide that...there is not a place for me to mingle on that turf....right?
~be..or let it be....nothing is much more precious to see ourselves to be happy after knowing what goodness that God has install for us....always be faithful...but never stop trying...because if you do..there is no mountain that can be climb...no skies to soar through...and no sea to swim by....~
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