Dear Past Me...
Hope you are doing fine. The reason of me writing to you this letter is because I want to update you on what you will be experiencing in the next 10 - 15 years (no worries, I skipped the detail). As you know, being the future you are quite interesting. You will meet with a lot of great and incredible people. You will see the world in a different perspectives and believe it or not, people actually like being around you for some reason - i guess your pray to be a popular person among the crowd really does been answered (so thanks).
The best of all, even though you are not financially strong, you are still able to visit those high profile places, clubs and hotels. The pay you get (so far) are low, but the experience you've gained are priceless - but not sure how long I can take this one though. In terms of friendships, you can breathe freely because you have gained a lot of supportive friends a long the way. Some you've loose due to unforeseen circumstances, but no worries because I am pretty sure they will come back after seeing you succeed in your life years from now - so fingers crossed.
As for your love life (drum roll), i guess nothing changed that much since the last time. I mean, after countless series of disappointment, heartbreak, trust issues, I felt that perhaps chasing for love is not for you. Now, since I have different views about "love" in particular, I guess we should change from "I want you" to "Please find me" tactics. Trust me, chasing after girls are somewhat pointless if you are not financially strong or if you have a not-so-attractive physical - so please start working out now (so that I'll have less trouble finding girls).
Family-wise, ever since dad passed away, mom is holding up just fine even though she fall sick last year - i was so terrified but I kept putting my game face. Those two bunch on the other hand are quite a handful with their problems and I don't think that you will be able to keep up with them sooner or later. I guess I am not a good brother since I can't protect them as what you intended. So I am really sorry to disappoint you with this news - you can blame me all you want but on my defense, I did try my best.
Regarding your long term goal, I have to break it out to you that It has been postponed again due to my current circumstances. I guess dreaming of becoming the next Malaysia Airline CEO is just too big (even for now) - but I still haven't forgo that thought just yet. However, your other dreams might be rationalized this year - yes, I planned to become a singer (just like dad). Even though there is a lot of work need to be done, but at least I start with something, right?
So, to summarize things up, your life is becoming more interesting and exciting (just like the movie you used to watch) and trust me, the pain I felt is real but It teaches me about life and how to live it. Even though I suffered a lot these past years, but I never regret any of those decisions I've made, or regretting those people I've met, because these are my teachers of life - so you much appreciate life more starting from now on. As for your search for "The One", I think I've found her (or at least a shadow of her) but she is not ready yet - plus she is still not able to see you using her heart. Now she sees with her eyes, and it's hard for me to feel her presence - but If she really is the one you seek, then someday she will learn on how to see using her heart and only by then I can feel her presence and hopefully she acknowledge me when the time comes.
Regards,
Wan Suhairi
Future You
Hope you are doing fine. The reason of me writing to you this letter is because I want to update you on what you will be experiencing in the next 10 - 15 years (no worries, I skipped the detail). As you know, being the future you are quite interesting. You will meet with a lot of great and incredible people. You will see the world in a different perspectives and believe it or not, people actually like being around you for some reason - i guess your pray to be a popular person among the crowd really does been answered (so thanks).
The best of all, even though you are not financially strong, you are still able to visit those high profile places, clubs and hotels. The pay you get (so far) are low, but the experience you've gained are priceless - but not sure how long I can take this one though. In terms of friendships, you can breathe freely because you have gained a lot of supportive friends a long the way. Some you've loose due to unforeseen circumstances, but no worries because I am pretty sure they will come back after seeing you succeed in your life years from now - so fingers crossed.
As for your love life (drum roll), i guess nothing changed that much since the last time. I mean, after countless series of disappointment, heartbreak, trust issues, I felt that perhaps chasing for love is not for you. Now, since I have different views about "love" in particular, I guess we should change from "I want you" to "Please find me" tactics. Trust me, chasing after girls are somewhat pointless if you are not financially strong or if you have a not-so-attractive physical - so please start working out now (so that I'll have less trouble finding girls).
Family-wise, ever since dad passed away, mom is holding up just fine even though she fall sick last year - i was so terrified but I kept putting my game face. Those two bunch on the other hand are quite a handful with their problems and I don't think that you will be able to keep up with them sooner or later. I guess I am not a good brother since I can't protect them as what you intended. So I am really sorry to disappoint you with this news - you can blame me all you want but on my defense, I did try my best.
Regarding your long term goal, I have to break it out to you that It has been postponed again due to my current circumstances. I guess dreaming of becoming the next Malaysia Airline CEO is just too big (even for now) - but I still haven't forgo that thought just yet. However, your other dreams might be rationalized this year - yes, I planned to become a singer (just like dad). Even though there is a lot of work need to be done, but at least I start with something, right?
So, to summarize things up, your life is becoming more interesting and exciting (just like the movie you used to watch) and trust me, the pain I felt is real but It teaches me about life and how to live it. Even though I suffered a lot these past years, but I never regret any of those decisions I've made, or regretting those people I've met, because these are my teachers of life - so you much appreciate life more starting from now on. As for your search for "The One", I think I've found her (or at least a shadow of her) but she is not ready yet - plus she is still not able to see you using her heart. Now she sees with her eyes, and it's hard for me to feel her presence - but If she really is the one you seek, then someday she will learn on how to see using her heart and only by then I can feel her presence and hopefully she acknowledge me when the time comes.
Regards,
Wan Suhairi
Future You
