Which One Do We Usually Choose…?
A part from
being conceited by our own “kindness”, we tend to forget the true meaning of “giving”
thus makes us vulnerable to those humanly perceptions that blinded us…Have you
ever felt that the world around you be so much of a rascal sometimes? We wanted
to be acknowledge and accepted by our peers and friends by presenting whatever proportion
that we have…but they keep on putting our salvation away by saying stuff like “you
are not good enough…” or “hypocrites…”
Being left
alone in this world proves that only the “fittest” survives…but not everyone
shares the same idea…I for myself always belief that every ounce of
contribution that we’ve made throughout this years will only serves us years to
come…so it’s more like a personal investment instead of an “instant profits”…
It’s funny
to see how much we struggle to achieve something in life, but forgetting the
fact that there are bunches of other people that shares the same idea…so how much
are the odds of us getting there? Because from what I’ve learned, people tend
to question the reasoning behind “giving” or “contributing”…but only few seems
to ask “The impact…” and “The goodness…” of those action….sad right?
Fool of Fools…!!!
I may be too
diligent by saying this…but for me, those “fools…” are a fool among “fools…”
which make them lost the benefit of “giving” all these years…How can we say our
self as “moving forward” but the lesser we earn results the lesser we yearn? It
should be the other way around right?
All of us
shares the same goal…and those goal probes millions of ways to reach it…but we
tend to shredded our way up into those small holes which we call “opportunity”…I
mean, come on…!!! God is not that cruel in giving only one small windows of
opportunity to all of us right? Everyone deserve the every rights to receive
the treasure chest…The game of life is not the same as those football games…we
didn’t receive only one ball for each games…we have been given a ball to each and
every one of us…but the question is, will we shoot the ball onto the net? Will
we dribble it? Will we pass it to others? Its all depend on you…!!! Think about
it…
Enough Charity…!!!
Should I
stop? Should I keep on “giving”? Should I waste another time of my life by “serving”
others?is the question which I could not answer within my current state…I mean,
if I recap back at all my pass experience, the reason of “me” being the “me” I am
right now is because of those “giving’s” and without it, I could never reach to
where I am right now…that’s for sure…but I acknowledge that every good deeds
has its limits…not just for the others…but also for myself…so I can only just
pray that Allah is giving enough strength to keep on “giving” instead of “receiving”…and
only then, I can finally say to myself that “I’m done….”….at least for now… J How about you?
