These words describe a thousand one reasons which would never be a good one to kiss and tell to anyone...especially those whom have bargained more than what they are worth for...its sad to prolong something which is not subtle hence the chronology sprout like crazy....Crying seems a good way to clear those things up...but what happen when all the tears dried up? would you still gonna morn over it? Would you always think that when they saw you down on your knee, then the sympathy would turn into something miracle? Toggling over those patriotic act might work in the early stage of a relationship....but as the time flies...the burden just weighing more than what you can handle...a simple mistake would end up the relationship like it was nothing...sad isn't it?
There are more than just one way to end up a relationship...but the only one that i could think off is by "pretending that you care..." Its is the cruelest thing anyone could ever done towards a person...and slowly it will show...and things can get pretty ugly when it does :-p But that's life...when it decided that both of you already have enough "fun" together, then slowly all the "memory" will be trashed by the most ridiculous microscopic reasons of all...and for the "ungrateful" sides...this things will shaken their heart thus running away seems the best way to do at the moment...then the only left is the one whom "honest"...and God knows how sad it was to them...waiting...and waiting for miracle to happen...day by day...looking at the phone...checking the mail...scrolling their pages...just to get some hint of those miracle...and did it happen? A River Of Tears...!!!
There is a saying..."God removed him from your life for a reason...why chase him back..." Its sad....and devastating...and embarrassing....and traumatic....and delusional....and haunted for anyone whom forced to end their relationship for no reasons....(or some significant reasons imaginable) but arguably, these facts only counts for those whom in a bad relationship? where does that coming from?
Saying "hi..." is not enough when you are in a loving relationship...but when thing goes wrong...even a slightest memory of them seems like a bad idea...am i right? The places that you've been....the songs which reminded you at him/her...or maybe the smell of their cologne seems hauntingly brutal for your soft heart to take in....i guess drinking at "Brunch" alone seems not a good idea now isn't?But for us (guys)...we never shed a tears (we only sweat our eyes....) haha, so i can't really tell how awful it is to cry your way to valentine's day....because it's uncanny for someone whom didn't have any sort of experience to talk "on-behalf" am I right? but as suppose to the topic is related, sadness is sadness...no matter how huge the problem is...or whom does it effects too...for those people whom felt it, those so-called "problems" is the biggest things that's happening in their life...so learn to respect them too....
God Knows Best...!!!
"No worries...never waver...keep on living..." is what i kept telling myself...because it's hard to find someone whom "honest" enough to tell that stuff to you...especially when you're down on your knees...and cry your river out...deep down inside i know that Allah knows best for every single things that happening to me...and those whom around me...so why bother to "overwrite" His work...i might be better off just focusing on the "living" part...and try my best to give the biggest smile every single day onward...
It seems easy on paper, am i right? but let me tell you the truth, it was hard as hell...and nothing comes easy when it comes to "pretend like you're enjoying your life" rather then actually accept it...so i respect those whom manage to "pull this off" and living their life as happy as it can be...because you'll never know when the next "blows" would come across...so everyday i kept on praying...and pray...and pray...for good things to happen....but i don't mind if those bad stuff wants to tag along too :-p
~Because I believe....I really do... :-) ~
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