When I've met
With Her?
Wow…all
these time I keep on mumbling about how great it will be when we finally meet,
but I never actually think about the things that I should do when I actually
meeting her…!!! What would I say to her? Should I start off with a joke? Or just
plain casual? Should I lead the conversation or just let her do all the
talking? Any suggestion guys? Haha J
I know that
some of you would say stuff like “don’t worry…it will flow inn…just ride with
it…” but seriously man…I’m such a nervous rack when it comes to speaking with
the person which I like (but not other girls…I’m not that lame…)
Gosh…how I wish
I was someone else right now…it would be much simpler…those “someone else” got
the looks…personality…charms…masculinity…arghhhhh thinking about it makes me
devastated a bit…but even so, I still love myself J
When We Are
Together…!!!
What follows
next is the big “O” moment…which I think I kind of “assuming” it to be really magical
and full of love…(what a douche right..!!!) but does it stops there? Yesterday I’ve
listen to this one love song (I forgot the singer’s name) but the lyrics goes
something like this:
One…you’re
like a dream come true…
Two…just
want to be with you…
Three…will
make you see that you’re the only one for me…
Four…repeat
steps one, two, three….
Five…Make
you fall in love with me…
When I know
that all of these is done…
I will go
back at one…
Such a
beautiful lyrics…and the song is really good… (kinda remember a bit...is it
Brian something…owh yeah...its Brian McKnight…haha finally I could remember it…)
:-p
I guess
everything got its cycle...and it goes the same in loving people...sometimes
your love fades over time…but that doesn’t mean that It has gone away…it’s just
simply means that you got the chance to relieve your love life all over again…wow…this
song really inspire me to be a better lover (even though I never be in any
formal relationships yet) but it never to shame to admit it ...right?
When I’m her
only one and she’s mine…!!!
There are
sayings that said “The true love exist only when the women choses her man over
nothing and when the man’s loyal when he is everything…” This are among those
words which I found profoundly true...because nowadays, almost all the girl
that I’ve met expected me to have everything (as if that I was born in a rich
family or have a gold mine of my own) or sees me that much closer to either
Brat Pitt or Dean Cain reincarnation…it’s kind of a burden to meet those
expectation whilst my real responsibility has been put onto caring my mom and
sisters…gosh…!!! If only I could find that special girl that will accept me
(and my responsibility) and love me of who I am instead of whom I try to become
J Well, nothing worth
dying comes easy…am I right? 
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