Some of us most probably experience something like this...those awful times when you've lost someone that you cherish and adore...someone whom means everything to you...someone whom you look up for the most...someone whom you want to impress...someone whom you want to spend the rest of your life together with....someone whom makes you feel alive...someone whom makes you see the world differently...someone whom gives you hopes and dreams...someone whom felt everything too you...those "someone" which you think will always stay forever in your life...but sadly disappear...maybe because of your own fault...or maybe its just fate...But those "someone" will always stay inside your heart...just to be love...and cherish..like how they suppose to be...before :-)I have regrets...regrets that will never go away...simply because i want to forget about them...because deep down inside...i know that i should have done better...I should have said "I love you..." or "Please forgive me..." when i still have the chance...but now i guess its too late...
We don't know...!!!
Yes...!!! its a good argument to say "we'll never know what's gonna happen...." but will you take the risk? Will you let your time spend together fade away just because your negligence of putting those "someone" first on your list?
Be it, "secret admirer" whom often seeking for the right moment to tell that they like that "someone"....or "dying father" whom waiting for the right moment to tell his son how much he misses him...we will always wonder when will that "right moment" gonna come...right?We are the ones whom suppose to create those "openings" instead of waiting for it...fate will decide but clearly the end prove to be determine by ones heart...not others...
If only I've been given a chance to turn back time...i would say that there is a bundle of things that i wanted to say too my dad...before he's gone...gone forever to the place where i can never reach him any more...or those times where my first "crush" is still around...i might get a second chance :-p
But what's the used of regretting the things in the past right? but i always wonder.."what if..."
The heart that listens...!!!
Have you ever feel something which you felt real but turns out to be just a dream? Someone that you like suddenly appears in your dream and it felt like it was "heaven" even just for a second.....and you've put all your hopes that the next time you met that person, she will act like those in your dream...!!!Or maybe you felt that even for a glance from that person is enough to make your day? I have those things...and i wish that I've listen to my heart more closely when it says "that's her....go get her...." :-)
because if i did....maybe I wouldn't been wondering around like this...searching for something that has already been found....
I wish i could have said something then...it might change something...something that could mean everything to me....and now...I can only wish for it :-(
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