The Inner Voice Is Calling...!!!

Silent but Deadly...!!!
Do you have an inner voice that keeps on telling you what to do...and what not too...? Well, i have it...and it sucks...!!! Its like having your mother stuck inside your head everyday...and she keeps on mumbling about the stuff that you need to do..what to wear...or just simply "when to wake up" :-p
I mean, it doesn't meant that i hate it that much...its just that, when the times come for you to wanted to be "free" from those "telling" from others...it just doesn't budge inn...and these voices always say the contrast of what you wanted to do...and it makes you hesitate..even for a glance, the uneasiness tormented your movement to bits....(seriously I don't like that pretty much...)
As far as i know...these so-called "inner voices" has stuck inside my head since god knows when...and up until now, both of "us" seems to not really be able to cooperate together that much to begin with... :-p
(sigh....!!!)

Truth or Dare...!!!
The most challenging games that I've ever played with myself is whether i want to tell myself the truth..or just simply dare myself to do stuff to compensate those telling...haha up until now i always choose "dare" because of my fear from myself on knowing the stuff that only my senses could feel (but not reach the brain to act yet...) haha  I always see myself as a two person combined....one is the "physical" which do the walking..talking...eating...(basically make myself present in this world....) and the other one is the "spiritual" which do all the thinking...feeling...(basically all the emotions and mushy stuff that human does...) and sometimes these two collide for special occasions which needed them to express themselves more enthusiastically....but that's the challenging part of it..."me" knows myself way too much....and it's always an awkward silence when it comes to "hiding" something from each of these two...!!! I know you might think that it is stupid to even "think" that you yourself can hide anything from "yourself"...but i guess that's the game that I've been playing with myself from time to time all this time...haha
~and guess what...? I always loose to myself...Duhhhh...~

Mr Heart and Mr Soul...!!!
These two big person in my life has never waver their deeds on me even when the tides is high...because every time the times get rough..they always be there for me...always tell me that everything gonna be okay...and keeps on giving me the support I need to stand up high in front of the crowd even to just say "Hi" or "Hello's" once in a while....I don't know when to begin when it comes to "thanking" them...and I don't know whether "thanking" is good enough to begin with....
I guess having you "yourself" as your own guardian is not that bad...i mean, there will be ups' and downs' sometimes...but the road is always open for you to go back to your innocence....i think, those "inner voices" of ours is just simple our past memory which we once experience...and it just replayed for the sake of letting us know that "we've done this before..and it's a bad idea to do it again..." :-)
So, having them inside is not really a total mess after all don't you think?