When A Patient Guy Gets Angry...!!!
This might seems like something that most of you looked forward to see - but please try to imagine seeing that nice person turns into something abyss, would it be scary? That person surely wont be the same person you've known after that volcano erupt...trust me...Does this a good thing? or a bad thing to happen to that poor person? i mean...he or she must have tried so hard to suppressed those anger within, but surely some people do not appreciate the effort and tries to blow up the whole thing by pushing them to the side - but the question lies why?
Personally if you ask me...i would say that i am a pretty decent guy that rarely put my anger ahead - but oddly for some people, this is unacceptable for them...for them this act of suppressing and anger management is a nuisance and annoyance to them...hence they usually tries to do a lot of provocations, finding faults, creating issues which is insignificant and many more just so that they can spark some fire...i guess this sort of logic never comes into my intention but i must confess that it is tempting some times when opportunities do falls into your laps...so far i do not console myself to the dark side yet, but then again, i'm just a human being, and human being make mistakes (just don't know when will i make such mistake)
When A Loyal Person Felt Disappointment...!!!
This is a tough one to tell, because i have felt this a dozens of time already and the pain is real...and deep...this is when a loyal person felt used and left out...let it be in love or in life...the pain is deep and sometimes never recover....especially when it involved the person you loved the most or the things that you felt attached too deeply...
Let takes "love" for example, when you decided to choose a person to put your heart and trust - let it be whether he or she knows about it or not, you already starting to feel the emotions runs deeply within...you'll watch their every details, their body movements, the face expressions, the tone used when they speaks to you...and the attention that they give you when you needed it the most - if it is not what you expect it to be, then you will felt sad, and your emotions starts to rumble and circle your senses...the pain already sinking in even without you notice it...and slowly you are dying within without the world noticing...and the cruelest part of it, that person which you put your heart too also see you dying - but yet they keeps on continue with their live as if you never exist...
When A Cheerful Person Becomes Silent...!!!
There is always a problem when the rooms become silent right? Either the people in the room is the trouble or you are the one they tries to avoid...for me this relates back to the two points above...i mean, if you are trying to suppress your emotions and you felt disappointed at certain things or someone, of course it will effect your moods....I understand that people usually can fake their smiles but what if those disappointment are bigger than your average limit? What if your emotions are so twisted that you don't actually know which one is real and which one is fantasy? For a cheerful person, their logic is that if they do not create a scene or brings out the laughter to the room, no one will...it is not like they are born with that incurable diseases - they are just been given a little bit more sensible attachment to save the awkwardness and they are not suppose to be taken for granted for...
I always felt sad when thinking about this three taboos because i always felt that this has everything to do with me...i don't know how much i can take any longer, but so far i'm glad that Allah have provide me with enough sensible and patient to dealt with this issues on my own...but until when? that is a million dollar question which i myself would like to know the answer...
This might seems like something that most of you looked forward to see - but please try to imagine seeing that nice person turns into something abyss, would it be scary? That person surely wont be the same person you've known after that volcano erupt...trust me...Does this a good thing? or a bad thing to happen to that poor person? i mean...he or she must have tried so hard to suppressed those anger within, but surely some people do not appreciate the effort and tries to blow up the whole thing by pushing them to the side - but the question lies why?
When A Loyal Person Felt Disappointment...!!! This is a tough one to tell, because i have felt this a dozens of time already and the pain is real...and deep...this is when a loyal person felt used and left out...let it be in love or in life...the pain is deep and sometimes never recover....especially when it involved the person you loved the most or the things that you felt attached too deeply...
Let takes "love" for example, when you decided to choose a person to put your heart and trust - let it be whether he or she knows about it or not, you already starting to feel the emotions runs deeply within...you'll watch their every details, their body movements, the face expressions, the tone used when they speaks to you...and the attention that they give you when you needed it the most - if it is not what you expect it to be, then you will felt sad, and your emotions starts to rumble and circle your senses...the pain already sinking in even without you notice it...and slowly you are dying within without the world noticing...and the cruelest part of it, that person which you put your heart too also see you dying - but yet they keeps on continue with their live as if you never exist...
When A Cheerful Person Becomes Silent...!!!
There is always a problem when the rooms become silent right? Either the people in the room is the trouble or you are the one they tries to avoid...for me this relates back to the two points above...i mean, if you are trying to suppress your emotions and you felt disappointed at certain things or someone, of course it will effect your moods....I understand that people usually can fake their smiles but what if those disappointment are bigger than your average limit? What if your emotions are so twisted that you don't actually know which one is real and which one is fantasy? For a cheerful person, their logic is that if they do not create a scene or brings out the laughter to the room, no one will...it is not like they are born with that incurable diseases - they are just been given a little bit more sensible attachment to save the awkwardness and they are not suppose to be taken for granted for...I always felt sad when thinking about this three taboos because i always felt that this has everything to do with me...i don't know how much i can take any longer, but so far i'm glad that Allah have provide me with enough sensible and patient to dealt with this issues on my own...but until when? that is a million dollar question which i myself would like to know the answer...
~Taken for granted will led you to your own despair...sadness and devastation will never disappear...it can only be transform into something positive like happiness..so choose happiness...~
