I've tried this before...and it is hard as hell...have you ever been in the situation where someone has made something wrong in your life, and you keep pushing yourself to forgive them simply because you still want them to be a part of your life? I don't know whether this is an act of "love" or just plain "stupidity"...
But pretty much as it seems, I think I'd be able to relate to them lots...because I've been there before...You think that you know those people as much as you knew their intentions were...but it seems in the end, they just not whom they seems...I've cried over this...over and over again...been thinking a lot about it...in the end, it's just a waste of time...because somehow you just can't change who they are...unless they let you...Deep in your heart, you wanted a matrimonial judgement...you want them to suffer...you want them to pay the price...even those smiling faces of yours didn't hide those deep intention within...is it bad?Love Comes In Many Forms...!!!
"Letting go" is one of them...don't think that loving is "having" them next to you...sometimes, love take place far away...it even transcend times and space...so, don't be sad whether you be in the pinch of choosing between "having" or "letting go"...what matters the most is your happiness...if you're not happy with that person, just them go...or if that person is not happy with you, you should do the same thing...Love comes in many forms (which i think is one of the wonders of love itself) because "hatred" is also one of them...you "hate" because you care...if not, that person does not hold any interest in your life wouldn't them?Changing the facts that you will "suffer" if that person leave you surely marks a black dots in the emptiness of your heart, right? but for me, seeing them smiling everyday...living happily is what matters the most...you want them to be beside you because you think that you can bring happiness to them, but as fate turns out, they are destined to be with someone else...so accept it wholly and grace yourself because whether you acknowledge it or not, that person is actually "happy"...but it seems your anger just focusing on the fact that those happiness doesn't come from you..am I right?
Forgive them...!!!
Even they are the ones to be blame...just let them go...because every soul needs a closure...and that closure will determine your next move...whether you'll become more mature or just stuck at where you are right now...you do the math...!!! Every moment that you had with them should be remembered...if you ask me, I feel blessed because I have been a part of someone else life for a change...even though it was brief and not so much of a romantic scenes, but i know that it was because of me that she find that "other person"...it was me that make her feel "confident" of her choice...it was me whom make her heart able to feel "love" like she wanted...even though I'm not the one whom make her cheers, but i'm sure that i'm the one whom open up the door to her happiness...